dear
despite my declaration of having myself isolated out of contentment before, i guess i have been getting a lot better. i've got good vibes around me whenever i'm training and it feels great, for the most part. however it frustrates me the most when i think about how weak i am as compared to the days of when i was participating and competing actively. (and back then i was also quite weak, so that says a lot)
i need that pep talk to get myself out of this shitty mental turmoil like the one i had 4 years ago, a few months before i sustained an injury from climbing. i hope a few more months can get me back on track. and probably along the way i'll stay out of any injury.
best wishes,
