monday, feb 2nd
sat in the shower with a throbbing headache. all i was feeling was just a sense of disappointment. not at anyone or at any of the predicament i was in. just at myself.
i shouldn't sweat at the small things, or divulge and get too deep into anything that shouldn't be bothering me. but i just do.
if any of you can tell me at least how, to digress and not let any of this bother me, please do.
it just felt like a long morning. and i just sat there letting all the water soak me thinking, god, you're such a disappointment. you turned out to be everything you thought you'll never be.
but all is well.
10:15 a.m
the day is going good, so far.
