ive so many sorrys ive yet to say
and yet im still here
im sorry i couldn't be the best
im sorry i didnt even try hard enough
and im sorry i keep repeating the same mistakes
until the echoes of my apologies have evaporated into nothing
until ive turned, from everything i have, from everything in me into someone i barely recognise
and say "it's all my fault"
and they all just turn meaningless
evaporating into nothing
I'm sorry. I really am. But that just means nothing.
