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photos from the long overdued picnic during the school holidays. i had a great time. 

we had picnic at the rooftop of vivo city which was mercilessly hot & took far too many photos & then watched madagascar 3. and then played swordfight at toysrus

it would go better for me though if i hadnt decide on wearing those ankle heel boots or whatever you call them. but nonetheless i had a great time.

lurb you guise.

you had me at

back from a 3 day camp. & a realization from the "confidence night walk" where we had to sit in an abandoned bungalow for half and hour. the head instructor had me at "think about your loved ones, the one that has sweat for you, what good youve done today, and what bad."

and also before camp najiba gave me a lego stormtrooper led keychain

completely awesome present. i was endlessly spazzing about it whenever i took it out.

stay home sundays

the heat was so overwhelming in the day i did a little bit of packing for the camping trip. but other than that walking around was so exhausting and taking out the clothes out of my closet had me sweating.

other than that, i was going around my room taking pictures of things.

well that's it for a sunday. 

but on another note, the guardians of the kids my grandma used to babysit visited us earlier. and the father told me that when i was i kid, i was quite a stoner. always zoning out and doing my own thing on my own account. 

ah so i guess i was an introvert since young. 

a post with a picture with nothing to do with the post. but okay.

the things i like on my desk.

i havent been driven into studying. and it's my exam week. i dont know what's wrong with me. 

on a much lighter note, in my opinion, weekends are for me to actually wind down so most of the time i'll do the things i want - swimming reading sleeping all day and what not - and just pretend like the other 5 days of the week never happened or existed. 

work hard for 5 days straight and give yourself a break. yeah. 

a few days ago my friend was baffled when i said i was going to the library to find books to read. 

"but POA exam is on monday"

so i guess your point is that theres no such thing as reading or anything else besides studying during exam week. aha. but i dont work that way. 

anyway have a nice weekend ahead. 

the best yet

t h a n k  y o u 

yenny, pretti, ms chong, sue may, kimberly, zafirah, syazwani, khairun, istiqaamah, najiba, qurishyna, nabilah, kak nabilah, kak syiqah, kak syikin, abang rizal and mom. 

from mom and sis. this thing is so sweet and completely different from what i'm used to building. they're made up of gears and stuff like that. i cant help but think of how smart and creative the creator of this piece while i put them together. 

my first birthday present given a day before my birthday by yenny. really cute & sweet at how much details and effort she has put in this card :')

from my cousin nabilah!! i really love it. and i purposely switched the cheerleader and the skater dude's features that way because i'm cool like that. 

and lastly a birthday present from kak syikin and abang rizal. \(^_^)/

also a few days before i went to secret chamber aka the lego world and bought myself this. 6 bucks tho!! a few hours later i regretted that i didn't bought the darth vader keychain. but anyway completely fell in love with the colour.

anyway, so far it's a really great birthday since i genuinely did not expect anything at all. i woke up a day before without realizing my birthday's the day after and i woke up on my birthday without expecting anyone to come up and say "happy birthday!" i really think this is a great birthday.

 i've realized that the less i expect, the more it turns out really well for me. thank you for birthday messages sent personally through your own knowledge that it's my birthday, it makes me warm and fuzzy inside that you guys remember it n_n 

really, i cant thank any of you enough. from the bottom of my heart. \(~_~)/

weekends with real people

the meet & greet went as i expected: annoying kiasu fangirls, annoying rude kiasu security guards and the very kind celebrity. & also a very unglamorous photo with Jay Park with a few other people I dont really want to take a picture together with but were all forced to.

a good weekend it was.

weekends with

 weekends rushing with art. and mid year exams revisions. and homework. have a nice weekend.

noodle hair

doing my art prep work makes me kind of nervous for the 3 hour paper. maybe it's because when it comes to this projects or prep work i usually put 110% of my efforts, that i get scared if the marker doesnt see my effort. 

i should stop fretting. 

mixed rice

Front row tickets to Bibap, a photo with the casts of Bibap, desert at swensens and new kicks. My Saturday was good.

irrelevant photos, to show how annoying and typical i am.

finally a thursday. a few more hours and another day of school until i can feed my concert-deprived self at secret's fanmeet tomorrow. 

anyway my body clock doesnt seem to work well for me, i got up late for a few days straight and didn't attend school because i woke up at 7. that was.. nice. 

aaaanyway my art question paper is already given out for the mid year exams and i'm indecisive between fantasy or special occasion. between expressing about how i feel in a place full of people or the things that i know are far beyond my limits.

Human beings had no right to complain about music of any kind. The pandemonium that went on in their heads every waking hour was a hundred times noisier than any thrash-metal band, more chaotic than a bunch of sugar-rushing ten-year-olds with trumpets. If only they could hear themselves. Midnighters, The Secret Hour. 

"a trouble shared is a trouble halved - just as a meal is"

this blog is as good as dead. i'm not inspired at all to write anything that's worth reading, at least, what more entertaining. throughout the whole week i promised myself that i should be making a post to revive this blog but i'm such an ace procrastinator, and look, it's sunday already.

i've been reading lately, well at least more than i ever had from last year. and i'm ready to set my priorities right once school reopens. i dont know what i've been doing since the past 3 months. 

anyway, promise that i'll blog more often (more like a promise for myself hah) and here are some unrelated and cat pictures. enjoy and have a nice rainy day n_n 

'well, a trouble shared is a trouble halved - just as a meal is,' said alan after a pause, eyeing the biscuits in cat's hand. 'i have not filled my belly for several days, and while i would be delighted to be advised of your predicament, i'm sure i should make a better audience were my hearing not drowned out by the grumblings and eructations consequent to the nagging void in my belly." the most amusing dialogue i've read throughout the book. 

valentine art

the week is finally over!! finally!!

Valentines day gifts and art during free period. my week was good. 

some days

some days when I feel like I need to get away from people and clear my mind.
and some days when I feel like my tolerance level is minus 723168467342.

and these are the days when the two come in one day.
i tried building my nanoblocks earlier but I got so frustrated and so i gave up.

but nonetheless! i've finally found the violin set i've been looking for.

art shmart

almost the end of 2nd week of school. almost there!
anyway I went to school just for art earlier and left for my dental appointment. This time my braces feel really tight I felt sore already within hours ):
being an art student isnt as bad I thought it would be. It actually felt.. nice.

Hungry but eating is just too much of a hassle.


lol.

ever so young

Abercrombie & Fitch shirtless greeter? There were like tons of girls greeting them instead haha
Anyway they were all really kind and gentlemanly and skaljhsgfdksjdsa

Sigh I really wish I have a good camera. These photos were taken with the ever so pathetic phone of mine.

To make up for the lack of posts, here's an update with some irrelevant photos

Here are just irrelevant photos to make up for the days I hadn't been updating. Well, not that I have to, but I feel bad to leave this blog and let it ironically "collect dust" and look abandoned. Anyway, my days are not really preoccupied cause it's not that I even go out to even hang out with my friends. Sigh.

Maybe a deep post will come out once in a while these days.