the book of fondness
i woke up with my head throbbing terribly alongside the pandemonium of a ceremony going on the void deck of the opposite block, back pipes, drums & also the movements of my mother getting ready for work kept me slipping in and out of slumber.
i still can't breathe properly. my muscles are tense. my throat is sore. i can feel every beat my heart makes, ringing through my ear. i feel like i'm missing something or someone but i dont know what or who.
right now time feels like it's passing by so slowly. maybe i am missing something.