late night thoughts
- people keep saying i have absolutely no chill leading a team
- i've made so much sacrifices for this team and i just hope that i will eventually come to see that it will all be worth it
- but at the same time i have so much fear that i won't be able to taste the fruit i've worked so hard for
- one of the sacrifices include being the person everyone thinks is the total control bossy ass bitch. for once i actually want people to not think that of me.
- but i think that is pointless already. i think i have to live with some sort of curse that i don't actually get liked my entire life.
- i shouldn't really care about what people think about me.
but i just can't.
2:44 am. i might've been thinking too much.
but i do know one thing
- how do i get so lucky to love and be loved by such a person?
2:47 am. no wait i don't know the answer to that.
