Saturday, February 22, 2014

book of the realistically

2 years isn't that long.
but i hope i wake up

a week from now
a month from now
six months from now
a year from now

with the same goals. anything can happen in 24 months, and i hope you give me the strength to carry on. and be afraid enough to know that this is never not enough, and i cant be stagnant.

love,

Monday, February 10, 2014

book of the obliterate


i think ive been quite ok-happy. see the thing about new people is that i dont want to get too attached- or anyone to get too attached to me or i will just end up pushing people away. not the kind that i will obliterate everyone around me - but i guess im just afraid of hurting people's feelings.

gah i dont know where im going.

in other news, first few weeks of school went pretty good. i'd say good-okay-good kinda thing, i dont know. im adjusting pretty well, so far only 1 record of a nervous breakdown or something because i was pulled off my limits but all was well, i got over it pretty fast.