Thursday, December 25, 2014

book of the gem

"literally?" John repeated with a heavy accent
"yes, literally. It means exactly"

"the opposite of literally is figuratively" I said as I wrote the words down on a blank piece of paper.
Edmund tilted his head down to see past his reading glasses and sounding surprised he said "You must be really good in English!"

I gave a wide grin, ecstatic that someone had realized the effort and time I had passionately invested behind books and listening podcasts. "Well I do like reading.." I said after a while.

"Well that's good! Any future boyfriend of yours must be really lucky to have you"

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and i really do hope you find yourself lucky enough. because i do, i really do feel completely lucky to have such a gem to call mine.

Sunday, December 21, 2014

book of the time capsule part 2

Dear Amirah,

There's only a few days left to 2014 and I guess I can say it isn't so bad after all. It's just that I needed to put things into perspective to see the bigger picture. I can say I'm pretty content with everything even if there are things that can go better. But still, I'm pretty content.

I guess I can start off by saying that trip up to KL with my teammates went way better than expected in every aspect of it. The climbing at Batu Caves was almost magical. But I think the best part about this trip is the company.

I hope when you're reading this, that you're still as happy as I am right now, and I hope you'll be able to look back and reminiscent about the time when you felt like you're in the clouds because of the boy that has made you felt everything, all at once. Seriously though, I have never felt like this for someone and I guess things are going well and that we're still trying to figure it out.

In case you forgot, I said I was willing to give it a go, even though for some reason both of us were completely afraid. I mean I can't really pinpoint what exactly is that I'm afraid of but in any case, this person just makes me the happiest and I think that's all that matters as of now. Also I did mention in our very long talk that if it doesn't work out I think I'll still be thankful for what he's made me feel so far. I then told him that I trust him, so many times because after all, this is really the first time I'm handing someone my heart like this.

Okay, enough of all this cheesyness. But anyway, just remember there are people that are just so happy to see me like this, and it just makes me so thankful for all the people in my life right now, especially Jolene. I remember the moment ms. Adina announced that I'll be team captain, she burst into tears and told me that she was so happy for me because of how she's seen me wanting it for so long. Also how Said couldn't stop telling me how he's smiling so widely to hear that I'm happy, even though he's 5 hours away right now

There's so many other things but I think I'll just stop it at here. Anyway I hope when you read this again you are still as content and remember that when things seem like they're falling apart just be reminded of all the things you can be thankful for. Cheers.

Best Regards,



book of the butterflies

you make me feel all sorts of butterflies. and yet at the same time whenever im in your embrace i feel

home

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aaanyway, i guess 2014 wont end on a bad note after all.