book of the solitary

you might need to understand

that i might not like being stuck in these kind of situations

for i am trying desperately to figure it out myself why

you might need to understand

that i might prefer to wander the streets alone

for i feel more warmth in the absence of company

than the numerous chatter from one too many

book of the God's plan

Love is not who you were expecting, love is not who you can predict. 
Maybe love is in New York City, already asleep;
You are in California, Australia, wide awake. 
Maybe love is always in the wrong time zone.
Maybe love is not ready for you. 
Maybe you are not ready for love. 
Maybe love just isn’t the marrying type. 
Maybe the next time you see love is twenty years after the divorce, love is older now, but just as beautiful as you remembered. 
Maybe love is only there for a month. 
Maybe love is there for every firework, every birthday party, every hospital visit. 
Maybe love stays- maybe love can’t. 
Maybe love shouldn’t.

Love arrives exactly when love is supposed to, 
And love leaves exactly when love must. 

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I experienced myself that love is something that you cannot plan. You can't even go and look for it. There is no point in worrying about it. No point in trying to make it happen. It won't work. In the end, you'll only be disappointed and hurt. So just don't do it. Just be patient, wait and live your life. There is no point in wasting your limited time chasing after something that you'll never be able to catch. (x)