sometimes it's amazing to think that there are people that still havent given up on me. i dont know what's wrong with me. i can say that there's too many distractions or i've screwed up my attention span but many might just argue that i just lack discipline and willpower and that i'm not scared enough to be moving forward.
it's amazing there are people who havent given up on me. and those select few are just really on the brink of letting go. or that they claim they havent but who knows.
i promise you i'm not this sad so often, just that i confide in this space when i dont feel at my very best.
