All i do is fuck things up its like i have no morale or a conscience but in reality im constantly being told one thing and the next thing its the complete opposite.
I dont know. I seriously dont.
I am sure the upcoming events are all going to be the same. Me fucking things up and disappointing everyone. And everyone else just assuming instead of asking because that's the nature of everyone.
Tuesday, January 7, 2014
Monday, January 6, 2014
book of the depleted
i cant be more annoyed or nervous when i get questions about what im going to do next. this the part of my life i have feared of elders telling me and judging me based on what i want to do for the rest of my life.
i cant answer these questions. i know the answers but i cant answer them for the uncertainty it brings. i can say "god willing, i can get into psychology" but no one listens to the first part. and i know for every effort i had put into it that it is no longer an option considering my arithmetical capabilities.
i cant answer these questions. i know the answers but i cant answer them for the uncertainty it brings. i can say "god willing, i can get into psychology" but no one listens to the first part. and i know for every effort i had put into it that it is no longer an option considering my arithmetical capabilities.
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