- james patterson is a genius.
- i really love coming home after a long day at school to an empty house and i'll just lie in bed without switching on the fan or anything and find solace in listening to the sheer emptiness and stillness of everything.
- colours organised according to shades really pleases me. and so far no one understands that yet.
- a really classic bookstore at plaza sing. there used to be a lot of these around. what you do is just pick a book that want to read or buy and pay for it. if you like it you keep it. if you dont or youre too broke and you want your money back you return it and get your money back.
anyway my so far my week isnt going too well and it's only a tuesday.
on monday there was a retest on bank reconciliation and despite passing the test and having it gone through AND getting nagged by mr goh because our class didnt do well, i was completely stressed out during the retest i thought i was going to break down, and i'm sure i'll fail this time round.
i was just so close to an anxiety attack because i felt like i should do it right this time and that was when my brain couldnt shut up. a part was telling me "screw this piece you are going to fail and let him down" and another was telling it to shut up and asking me to calm down.
i swear it was not a pleasant feeling.
and today, i had to sit on a mole & chemical calculations test which i had missed out and that also wasnt any better.
"but i have a valid reason and i had the document to prove it"
"but i'll grade you a zero if you dont sit for this test!"
"and i'll still get a zero if i do take this test!"
that is all.
wow that was wordy. have a nice week ahead.
