it feels very exhilarating, yet calming - just like the sea. i dont know where the current will take me, but it calms me for that moment of stillness.
it feels like as if i have no fear, yet i am still afraid - just like the depths of the oceans. i put faith that my soul can take whatever this has to offer, but yet, i shift my vulnerability to hands that can possibly drown me.
i have faith, i have gained faith. and i love you.
