i could follow you to the beggining
just to relive the start
and maybe then we'll remember to slow down
at all of our favourite parts
all i wanted was you,
all i wanted was you,
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"I still remember back then even when youre tired from working 9-5 and travelling halfway across the island for your job you still could have all of the energy to come meet me, even for a few hours. You would send me back to my place, even, and as we wait for your bus home, drowning and getting lost in our conversations and each other.
You would look at your bus approaching and say to me "i'll just wait for the next one" because that was how much you wanted to spend time with me"
how things change, but it still feels the same"
he laughed to himself, and then stayed silent for the longest time. i sat there worrying to myself if saying all those things would hurt him. i had no complains to the current we have now, because i still feel the same way just like as if it was exactly a year ago - exhilirating, yet warm to have found a feeling you never thought you'd get to experience anytime too soon.
but reminicscing the times when we were new felt like the place i would want to visit again.
"i still love you, and i will still do the same things"
he whispered, finally breaking the long silence. he pulled me closer and leaned his head against my shoulders.
"i will still let three buses pass, i will still send you home, i will still see you even when im exhausted"
he said so quietly, almost mumbling to himself.
"please dont tell me that. i dont want to know it, there is nothing that i want more than you doing things just because you want to do it - not because you feel obligated to your girlfriend, or because im demanding for more of your attention"
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