some days i feel blessed i have let a few people in my life.
most days i keep thinking that i shouldve cut people off in the first place, that i should have not opened up, i should have not get myself comfortable.
these days are the worst. these days i let those words get to me. these are the days i wonder why did i ever let you in in the first place had i known that you have the tendency to drown me in such a mental state.
these days are the worst.
these are the days when it's completely unbearable.
