maybe i'll be able to scavenge some motivation or whatever you call it. maybe if it doesnt i hope i'll be able to bring myself to accept the fact that there are consequences and i have to live up to it.
in other words: the past few days went like:
- i wanted to give school a miss but my mom kept telling me how i've crossed the line by not attending school for a day (for being tired)
- motivation level below 0% and i couldve left school by the second period but i made my way through because a) very anal receptionist on that day b) told myself i should suck it up
- nearly broke down a few times in class whenever i think about the level of motivation i currently have at the moment.
- my chemistry teacher gave nearly everyone in class a small note that contained her testimonial and encouraging words
- and i didnt get one
- the last thing i need is motivation
most annoying word in history ever: motivation.
