went through 2012 and i can honestly say it was a good year (if you dont include all the worrying and fretting)
but i have realised that the reason i was contented throughout the whole year because i was floating around with no strings attached. i was a ghost. i didnt want to matter to anyone and i dont want anyone that significant.
but of course a new normal has settled in since the beginning of the year and of course i'm contented to have found very lovely people i can connect to but it also means i'm in another sphere where a whole lot of other things happen and i needed to be aware of it. back then when an issue comes up it has no significance to me and i brush it off because i was uninvolved, anyway.
ugh is there ever anything con free?
