Maybe all of you deserve an explanation

I don't have the guts to say I've call it quits. I don't have the guts to say I've actually developed a phobia all this while. 

Maybe I was not at the peak of my passion when I injured myself that's why I don't have the will to start again. 

Call me a coward. Call me a loser, but I don't think you know this feeling I've had all this while.