apparently i'm afraid of doing things alone.
so next weekend, i should be on duty at the zoo with sue may, also a tour about the pandas!! and i just really hope the department head in volunteer would still make her pass on time since they've said that we need to e-mail them our picture on the monday of our duty weekend and sue may's only getting back from korea in tuesday or wednesday, i think.
or i'll be doing my duty alone and be joining the panda tour alone. so i hope things will turn out really well, because i cant stop worrying.
if that doesnt happen i hope someone i know (which is so far, only 2 friends i made that's not from our school during training) will be there. so i wont be the very awkward person who's all alone during the tour. unless someone really friendly comes up or something.
i dont know. i'm just terrible at making friends first & am just super socially awkward.
so, apparently, i'm afraid of doing things alone.
